breath life

a show. april 24th. please go.

I also made this poster.. I'm kinda proud of it. :)

It's the first one I've had in a while! I am excited but I really need to re write some songs and fix up some others. i also need new lyrics. i should have so much to write about but I hate writing about negative things and I hate writing about specific men in my life. the songs never make it if they're about that ha. that's why I need to re write, maybe then the song will work. its like a curse haha. its okay though, i shouldn't ever write songs about boys, nobody likes those songs forever, unless they're about husbands or wives and I will not have a husband for quite a while!!

I am really stuck with where i should go. I have been getting many opportunities with photography. I feel like God could be point me that way, but then why gift me with a love for art? I know that's in my calling somewhere, it's been there since I was really little. I am thinking graphic design. I want to go to school for that, and photography. So much money but so much to learn and use. I think I could do it. If its where God wants e to go then OBVIOUSLY I can do it. I wouldn't doubt him for a second. He knows the plans he has for me and they're good ones.


I am so blessed. SO SO blessed. I am glad I have God to protect me. Otherwise I would never be where I am. He helps me worry less, which is a good thing because nothing comes out of worrying. I lack motivation when I worry and without motivation I achieve nothing.

I am really mad right now! But also really motivated. Motivated to not fuck up my life and to stand up and realise that I am a good person and will do great things. No one has any right to say otherwise. Don't ever let people tell you you aren't good enough, you don't deserve it.

You are worth more then gold. More then all the money, fame, and success this world so greatly longs for. These things are all prizes and possessions but you,
you breath life.