control

i would like my life back please.

why in bad situations do we always want to have total control. chances are we're in that situation because of something we have done so I'd say the last person who needs to have control is ourselves. its like even though we have been told a million times over that the situation should be given to God we don't, like we think we can do it better.

it's time for me to act like you're not even there. you say don't want me anyways, so I will just pretend that you're not.

God can do a much better job at living our lives. Its like a weird gift. He gives us life and in return hopes we would give it back to him. Kinda like when a man buys a huge TV for his wife so he can watch sports... except God doesn't want to watch sports while we sit there missing our home makeover shows. He'd rather sit down and watch a movie with us and spend time together.

I have people in my life who I wish would realise they have no control over it. That God is the one in control...and you don't want to mess with him. He has blessed me so much these past months and I am so happy and feel so free. The opportunities that have arose are amazing and even though there are set backs, God comes through and tells me to keep going. I'm starting to realise what I am supposed to do and I hope that what I do will bless people and show people that God gives life to those who let them. We can do things on our own but its like climbing up a cliff when there is a plane to take us to the top.